hi hi hi im back!!xD and im posting just for the sake of posting (see how honest i am)!i suppose i should change the blog songs-well when i gt the time ok?-and the blogskin-now that's really troublesome though. and i think i needa update my links...haiis *so lazy* next thurs gonna audition for SYF le.-> no confidence in myself.i admit i dun practise much.i'm not THAT hardworking.but supposingly now join SYF would be better,then maybe sec4 dun join,concentrate on O lvls. *sighs* recently all the tests results not good...i'm not satisfied really...i'm not like E E,i dun have that high expectations,but at least i want to do well than most ppl(erghss im sorry that sounded abit arrogant)...i mean,i dun want to be drop from the higher scores to worse than average,like E E said.actually i know,i join xms and then my results alr not so gd le.ok i seriously dunno what happened to me,maybe im too busy,maybe it really is my problem of addiction-with you should know what-that s affecting me.i alr try to keep my grades up.i just hope it doesnt fall anymore.不要瞞你说,my goal is to get into top ten this year.i mean,it can't be that hard right?if you have the heart to do it,you'll accomplish your ambitions and reach your dreams. just afraid that i dun have the heart.like i said,cant bear to see my grades fall,yet cant help slacking.i should ask myself- what kinda attitude is that?! but im just NOT the hardworking type.i only do assesments in the past cos my tchers told me to.but ok sometimes i do prepare for tests by doing exercises.i really did revise for my last maths test-and maths is my strong subject-if even the score for maths drop...i really... dunno what to say...